the only people who have the combined knowledge to understand how incredible it is I pulled this movie off as 1 person are people so far above me, so abundant in resources, that they will never see me. I had this realisation last year when I was using gemini to search through every director who’d released a movie on youtube in the last 2 years in the hope to create a platform to push these people forward. But No, they’re not anywhere. I’m the only one. The ones that are out there have agents and representation and accolades, and most importantly, people. In fact, in the intervening years I made this, I didn’t gain people, I lost them. A Different kind of hilarious. I partly feel some kind of way because I could have beat the orson welles 25 year old record if someone invested. Used to paint exceptionally well but it wasn’t important in the family. Considered the trombone; I liked it but I didn’t think we could afford it.

So now i have to be a generalist I never signed up to be the guy you go to because u dont know shit but i know all of it i don’t like any of this
i’m quitting 2030